I'm in one of those strange moods tonight where I really want to do something but I can't figure out what. I have this horrible restless feeling, like my time is just wasting away and there's nothing I can do about it. I played the piano for a bit, and that was fun. But fun isn't useful. I want to be useful. I want to create something that matters. Even though I have a million things I could do, it seems like none of them will make this feeling go away. I think that this feeling is escalated by the knowledge that many people are currently at the homecoming dance. I don't want to go to it, yet somehow I feel as if I'm lacking something because I'm not there. -.- Eh. Life. It's a booger.
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